Towards Cozy Abstraction

Morning Thoughts #104

Fearing not the connection but its overwhelming growth. Like the ceasing of alternate possibilities born out on the high seas - where it’s sustainability or gushing bust. Before the dire alarm is given: “Man overboard the motherboard!”

One thread from here on out leaves me fearing ropeburn and looking for an out. What wound me up in the formative dark keeps me repeating this: regression as a failed return. Not finding that long sought origin point, a directionless retracing of steps draws every developing shape back towards cozy abstraction. 

Cozy because I’ve packed everything in again for another new road trip. Such promise in the suitcases piled high, obscuring my rearview! But after enough times of this, another beginning not ending anywhere - you might begin to suspect you are not really setting out as much as you are just living out of your car.